first i have to say apologize to everyone who has been around me the last week. wow. A warning should come with when you start hormone therapy. I have always heard people talk about pmsing and the emotional roller coaster that comes with monthly cycles. But damn i never knew how intense they could be! As if that wasn't intense enough by itself add not being numbed out by an eating disorder and learning to be assertive.... Insert one snappy katie.
But the good news is my crazy body is responding to everything!!! The progesterone replacement therapy is working yippee!!! Trust me there have been times this week that i was questioning myself and wondering why i had even asked for this. lol. I think we are finally on a good combination of meds to control the anxiety, depression and ocd. The eating disorder thoughts are finally tolerable enough that i am not acting on them. 3.5 months since i last restricted or purged. Pretty proud of that record :) And i actually have been enjoying some easter candy. Totally forgot how yummy caramel cadburry eggs are and reces peanut butter eggs.
I had to work Easter so i decided to make bunny ear hats for the babies in the nursery. I ended up making 8 of them. And luckily that was how many babies we had in the nursery that morning. Next year i will have to have extras for the babies that decide to be born on easter. Especially since they were a huge hit.
