It has been a week since i started following my meal plan completely. I will be honest. i really didn't want to. Ed keeps telling me that i will get fatter if i keep eating. I am really trying to trust A and S. But the labs prove my body can't keep going with ed. Ed just causes damage to my body. So i am eating my 3 meals and snacks and working on keeping ed out of my life. And taking my meds. doing everything i can do to recover. It is the hardest thing i have ever done (next to nursing school).
I think depression has been hitting me hard the last few weeks. On my days off i just want to sleep all day. You know it is bad when i don't even want to crochet or read a book. I am really hoping this goes away and soon. Depression is cramping my style. i have way to much to do to be depressed.
